- Eh - said before letting out a frustrated sigh, run my hand through his hair. I always knew I could not find the words to it. I stared at him all the time while he was immersed in the world looking for the words.
Would that be good? To think what he meant ... maybe looking for a way not to hurt. It was better to end the suffering of suspense.
- Rob No matter, what you're thinking you do not want to hurt me with it, do not worry, do not tell ... think I can understand where this is all about - I told her ponyEndometrial standing.
The slow to react, I heard screaming my name as I came down from the stands, "Paraquad going back? What he was saying was not ready to listen. And of course I was not brave - enough - brave to say what I felt for him. Finish
down the steps and reach the grass-court. I mustered the strength to not turn to see him take a good breath before starting to cross the large soccer field. I could not believe I was going to let go just like that, without saying anything. Agache
my head as I walked across the lawn, making it possible for my heelsnot buried in the ground with each step. Until some force stopped me by the arm, turn and look at Rob holding my hand, looked more surprised than me.
As if it was not aware of what he was doing, but even so I looked sad.
- Johanna, I just go back and plan again ...
- I'm not Rob I was the last time - to answer.
- Do you plan to let me go back? - He said, his eyes glistening in the blinding lights of the field.
- Rob, I can not wait for you forever ... I can not read your mind, much less your silence, I can not ...
- Make that three years of waiting valJohanna gan punishment.
- What are you talking? - Asked looking curious.
- Well, I could not find the words to invite me to the prom - complete, I was about to throw it at her, but I refrained.
- Will you go with me? - I ask, stroking my hand. Agache
my head hiding my smile, was it? Inviting me to dance ...
- Do not want to go? - Asked with a sad tone.
- Sure I want to go Rob, do not be silly - hide my frustration. Turn
to keep walking and again I stopped againThis time I pulled up closer to him, let go of my hand and lift up my face.
- I can not let go just like that again - he said looking into my eyes, I do not understand frowned.
And before I could blink approached our faces until our lips collided. I stood frozen for a moment, Was going through what I thought was happening? Rob was kissing me and I ... was not responding to the kiss. I closed my eyes and not knowing exactly what to do I said the kiss. A low shock down my spine, prop my arms on his neck. would have traveled a thousand times to Paris knowing that I reoffset this. His soft lips on mine moved to perfection, although I had no idea what he was doing at that time. Everything was perfect, try to tell you how much I loved, adored, idolized through my kiss, I was not sure it was working.
His arms held tightly behind my back, not wanting to get away from the smallest inch of her body. His terse lips began to separate from mine as he placed one of his hands on my cheek. I opened my eyes to be dazzled by the beauty of their own. Her blue iris took away my little encouragementI had, her eyes told a thousand words.
- Never mind the dancing ... are you, do not know how to tell you how much you need, how much I love you Johanna. If you turn to get away from me, rest assured you'll end in a madhouse. I do not want to be without you is like my world revolved around you. You're all I want and need, I love Johanna and do not think it's like my best friend.
I could feel my jaw hanging, forming a perfect "or" just say what you just said? Rob had the same feelings towards me that I had to the ... And for a strange reason, I never knew contbe.
was more than clear that I felt something more than mere friendship Rob, how do you tell? Should I believe all those words? I needed it, I loved . was more than a simple I love you, it was harder to tell what I needed queríay. What my heart said was deeper than that. God, because I never thought I was going to say at a time like this.
He looked at me shocked as I was coming up with that answer. Temíaa wrong and make it run. Was having or not having it.
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